who really knows the workings of the tainted mind


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i've been gone forever, the only places i really ever go is work, therapies, and group therapies. Otherwise, i'mn always alone. ... but then i'm never technically alone because the "helpers" in my head keep me company. Who knew i fucking had MPD, when all this time i thought, and others thought, i wasa scitzo. Nope, just MPD and a bunch of ( Read more... )

What an interesting term. It's kind of irritating to be rejected, and not even plan for it to happen. For me, it happens when i expect something different. i trusted this person.. other than comparing Him to those of my past, i never expected Him to hurt me. All 3 times.. but all 3 times he hurt me more than the previous time. And i know ( Read more... )

What is my total volume of music ( Read more... )

i had taken a break from being here.. i guess because i had no incentive to write. A lot has happened.. a lot indeed.. but none of that is worth talking about.. not without a trigger to bring it out anyway ( Read more... )

i want to know if i am being valid or selfish in a "problem" i am having. i have been friends with this guy for almost six months. Overall, he is a good guy, but out of all his issues (shut up, we all have issues.. i certainly have mine.. :-S ) there is one that i can't get passed. He falls asleep on the phone. He pointed out to me tonight ( Read more... )

WOW!! It looks like i forgot about this precious place. A friend of mine was telling me about his journal entries, which reminded me that i had an account here. Now that i know, i will try to be a little more faithful in my entries. AND.. i am no longer addicted to them silly quizzes, so you won't see anymore of those results... i hope ( Read more... )

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A sigh is still a sigh... i laughed. i've seen the movie, a few times, and don't think i have ever really related to it.


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