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Writer's Block: Home Alone
Im two years old at the time and my mother was late to school or work or something... but told my grandfather she left me in the house sleeping and she left. he was working outside and got carried away totally forgetting me. he left to the store or something... he was gone for hours. my grandmother found me when she got home from work.. i was ( Read more... ) -
wow back here....
Well here i am running away from the gossip of myspace to open my mind.. kiven my boyfriend, i guess.. ditched me.. with no word... this is usually a sign that he has been aressted... and i should expect no word from him. But i'm sick of this shit... today ment alot to me and now its turned to nothing... just alot of crying and cleaning.. i have no ( Read more... ) -
me being emo for a moment... fuck you!
not emo just insane....
Home alone wishing waiting.
Sad girl breathing in and out
Crying with the rain
Bleeding with her tears
Falling to the ground, praying he’ll leave.
Mad man keeps screaming, but really he’s not there
He’s last thing she sees before she shuts down.
A stinging pain and she’s gone away.
The tears flow free at her funeral
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october... i hate being me.
i feel broken and lost and all the things i shouldbut i dont want to feel this way. i want someone to show me what it is to be an adult... im so scared.... i cant even handle getting my car fixed and all this shit.... i can be a grown up. am a cutter still... and well no im not i cant cut its to slow.. too much thinking i burn my self with a ( Read more... ) -
im fat
1 bowl of cereal...
1 44 oz slushie
3 bottles of water varying in size
3 slices of pizza
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scary dream
:( i had a weird freaking dream..... so me megan and eden are on a grassy hill in the sun and im driving a yellow bug...its paked at the bottom of the hill and were sharing a lawn chair at the top... edens lying in the grass and i look up and see a UFO and eden thinks its a star... and megan doesnt see it... so i freak out and eden and i get in a ( Read more... ) -
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so.. hows life... whats up and all that jazz to all my many readers.... if only this was so... if only my voice mattered in this fucked up world.... make your voice matter..... its not that easy.... i have too much on my mind to care if you fucking like me.... like the way every guy in the fucking world talks to me when they need to fuck someone ( Read more... ) -
the beat must go on..... lol
inspired by a beat
all about life
who we are
what we do
its all the same
we all go through
the pounding inside just wont stop
so im writing this piece
you can break it off
like a kit kat bar
druming as you chew
you share it with your crew
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this dream isss sooooooo real......
so i had this dream..... it stars off on aim with sean asking for a ride to work..... i say ok.... so i get to his house with becca and shay in the back or my dads van..... but while im there i go in to say hi to levi... i walk in and levis sitting on a couch and sean it still in the shower.... some how me and levi are walking to see the car.... ( Read more... ) -
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i fell like saying something... somethingis bothering me... like that convo with levi... or the fact that katie is talking to me... or that i cant remember that guys name.... and what we di in public... i should forget about him... and i will.... and then hell call... and that levi thing was weird i had de-ja-vos form when i opened his lj to when ( Read more... )