I've been treating this journal as my emotional toilet for so long ( Read more... )

Retrospect allows for what? i don't know anymore ( Read more... )

I have found all the theoretical comfort I could ever hope for within scripture. The books of Isaiah, Ecclesiastes, the Psalms, promises of the New Testament, teachings of the Tao te Ching, profound explanations of the Bhagavad Gita ( Read more... )

There is a look that I have come to expect from my fellow humans. It is a look of fear ( Read more... )

I do not know why anything is the way that it is. I used to be so arrogantly certain of things, and now as what I used to believe was my own knowledge and insight is gradually proven to be nothing more than the misinformed assumptions of a proud idiot I have foolishly begun to hate existence ( Read more... )

And I keep asking the question "Does it get worse?" and the answer is a resounding, "OF COURSE IT DOES, YOU STUPID FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT ( Read more... )

It's not often I post here anymore. Usually it's just to complain.

Is posting to the internet (with nobody in particular as an intended recipient) a form of prayer?

were i an atheist ( Read more... )

And she's a lot smarter than I gave her credit for ( Read more... )

Managing ego. Managing selfishness ( Read more... )