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wtf
so many thoughts are going through my head right now. What was real? What wasn't? Who am I? Who are you ( Read more... ) -
Frustrated.
Nicole is such a different person now. What the fuck is going on? Where did she go? I want the old Nicole back, the happy one ( Read more... ) -
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It's summer and I'm glad to be home. I have already seen a few friends and it has been fun. As far as the Nicole thing goes, it is difficult to explain how I feel. She acts so different lately, I feel like a barely know her. I like to think she is my best friend, but I feel like she is putting some distance between us. She is always sad and I ( Read more... ) -
We've been fount out.
Well LJ, I found out that Nicole has been reading you all along. Because I think that it will affect my writing, I'm gonna have to take a little break ( Read more... ) -
At Nicole's for the night...again
I feel like shit tonight. I should have just rode my fuckin bike home without my light.
There is a difference between saying "I love you" and meaning it. I always mean it, but I'm not so sure about the other party.
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Why?
Why do I keep having dreams about Nicole and Sean dating? It's really pissing me off. What's wrong with me?
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Losing hope.
Lately I have felt like I have been wasting my time chasing after Nicole. Sometimes I feel like it's a lost cause, and sometimes feel like I'm making progress. It makes me sad to think that she could ever fall in love with somebody else. It makes me question if she ever loved me in the first place or if I was just a high school crush. I have ( Read more... ) -
<3
I'm in love with the most beautiful girl in the world. She makes me so happy and her name is Nicole.
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Lost
Tomorrow night I am going to Nicole's to watch Lost. I'm also gonna help her study, she has 2 exams this friday ( Read more... ) -
Oh boy, this is a long one.
So after a lot of thinking and time to myself, I have been reflecting on the situation. I have decided that it doesn’t do any good to be sad or depressed because that will not make Nicole love me again. Actions speak louder than words, instead of telling Nicole I would do anything for her, I need to show her how much she means to me. We need to ( Read more... )