I just really really really need a hug. I miss my twin.. shawn... new york... ap bio...sleeping without worrying about all the stuff I have to do tomorrow... being able to just sit down and play piano without worrying about wasting time.. talking to Shawn for hours just about nothing... and being loved for who I truly am instead of for my chest ( Read more... )

So.. AP Chemistry is kicking my ass. I got my lowest grade ever (entire life) on a homework... 15/ 60 = 25%. Yeah.. I'm so fucked ( Read more... )

I think I'm getting myself into a relationship that I really don't want to be in...

so ultimately I feel like shit, and I feel like I'm leading the guy on...

man..

am I on the rebound? I mean.. I want him but I don't.

Ick

I think I might end up really hurting this guy, and that's the last thing I want to do.

I'm going college hopping for the next 10 days :). Hopefully this will help me figure out what my early decision college will be. Ah well - que sera sera!!

Please let me know if any of you find this ironic ( Read more... )

I GOT A 5 ON THE AP BIO EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!! :-D :-D :-D :-D

Wow - it's been a while ( Read more... )

Aaaahhhh - summer is fantastic ( Read more... )

I went to the lab for the first time today :) It's going to be absolutely amazing. Kavon (the main grad-student I'm working with) is going to spend a week teaching me the techniques necessary for the experiments and whatnot - and then he'll be giving me a related project to do.. (ON MY OWN!!!) this summer, which I'll report on at the end of the ( Read more... )

I love how I keep promising to update this thing more frequently.. and I never do :-p ( Read more... )