Life is odd at best many things have happened since i last posted in here i moved from phoenix to Idaho to live with my mom leaving another life behind me brought my dog with me and that was about it my father died in 07 it was very difficult for me to get over and deal with i spent a long time trying to i think i have a firm grasp on that now ( Read more... )

hes being an ass again tonight i dont know why he gets like this it bothers me though

I love bobby really i do but when hes drunk and does shit like this i question wether i should stay or go. there are so many reasons to go friends family my father my brothers having a baby soon and i want to be able to help him out with it and the only reason for me staying here is bobby really i mean im sure that ron and rebecca and everyone else ( Read more... )

The story of my life... left behind. Well im going to a concert today but sorry laura no one ever thinks of you so we didnt by a ticket for you when we got one for your boyfriend. Oh well its really how its always been i have always been the one left behind with nothing to do for hours and hours and hours and hours. Pat said he would try to get me ( Read more... )

im not pregnant i went and got a pregnancy test yestyerday and it came up negative and then today my period started waist of 10 dollars oh well it was good to know.

no one even reads this do they?

i hate when people are not as motivated as me i spend all day talking to ron asking him if he will give me and bob a ride to bobs dads house to get some of his things and bobs like " no ill call my stepdad and we can use his truck' then he fucking spends all day on world of warcraft instead of doing what he said he would i wouldnt have minded so ( Read more... )

24th was my moms birthday so like today well yesterday. If my cuz had not come online and told me i wouldnt have even known it was the 24th well i called her and guess what i was the only one that called her out of her 5 living children 1-5 racio isnt very good she was very depressed and was pretty much crying i dont know what to do im so worried ( Read more... )

so do people when their over 21 just forget about the younger people like i dont want to go play pool i fucking love playing pool i have not gon in like 5 months thought because they always have to go to pappys i understand because its 25 cent games but they dont even think about me or katey i fucking hate this shit pisses me off to no end i have ( Read more... )

So we have to be out at the end of the month. we were suposed to get this house that was really nice and had a big pool in the back yard but no one has a job and they didnt know that untill thye realized bobbys check wasnt from a job just the testing thing really nice time to quite your job ron btw sigh i worrie to much i cant do anything about ( Read more... )