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Trudge. This is the word of the day. No matter what I do I trudge through it and it makes the wading so much more complicated. I am slowly reaching a boiling point, having no one to talk to and resting on the brinks of a broken realtionship is hardly a world that I can bear. The worst part is I am the one that is moving to abort mission because I ( Read more... ) -
Disabiltiy
I have been tired for a long time. Tired and waking up tired and wondering if I am ever going to make it past a seven am bedtime and a new release ridden bedtime. I want so badly to fall into something beautiful, a shift in the universe perhaps. If there was a black hole, it would be welcoming. I have come to a new rapture in my life, taking care ( Read more... ) -
Poorly done
there is a fine line between feeling good about something and perhaps sleeping through it. It has never been enough to wake up next to someone feeling good about it having done your womanly duties the night prior, seductively taken in a few hours of being something your only with the help of jack Daniels of painfully admitting Eva Williams. Its ( Read more... ) -
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so I let go tonight. I am sure it wont hit me until tomorrow when i am finally alone with myself then i will realize what i have done.
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I hope that tomorrow I wake up in a different world with a different point of view.
cause the one i got now is............
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subaltern
She is of drug induced insanity. NO one reveals like she does and yet I feel somewhat satisfied knowing she has non of th esecrets stashed away in her closet of skeletons. She is a gaping hole dripping with unmeasureable amounts of pestesides that set to burn and kill the greater population of one: me. Why must I die slower that the cooking of ( Read more... ) -
Niche would be proud
Didn't get to go to Tool. I am slightly broken hearted at this. Maynard has gotten me through some really rought times with his words. It would have been nice to be there standing in the grass staring straightfaced into the stance of a great historical moment ( Read more... ) -
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you can no longer pretend to adore me. I have nothing here but a couple of cigarettes, a loaded gun and a double edge sword I fashioned out of your good intentions. You have a first and a second love and neither of them has anything to do with me. Has anyone ever told you that you look like a fool, stumbling around making strange noises inside your ( Read more... ) -
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There is some unrecognizable gesture that is invisible to the outside eye. My retinas are burning with the inexplainable hurt that flows through my heart when I think of this movement. -
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I have a beautiful boy.