chances of me getting a loan i think are slim. and if i do get one, interest rates will be sure to keep the banks richer and me worried about $$$$. fuck this fucking cocksucking world where idiots can become president and good people get fucked everday without fail ( Read more... )

i'm not sure how to do this ( Read more... )

why companies fuck with me i dunno ( Read more... )

i have to write more.

more and more. not topical, just write.

nonsense, gibberish, poppycock.

anything, just write.

where's the confidence. it comes and goes.

mostly goes.

oh what a lovely day.

i registered for classes.

i got my first birdie.

i went to the first class of the quarter.

now i'm home.

four shots of espresso and i'm feelin' notsobadanymore.

thoughtypinghasbecomeabitofablurtoofastforthespacebar.

a wise man once said, "it's hard to move on when you don't know where to go."

then a wiser man said, "it doesn't matter where you go as long as you enjoy the ride."

but then the first wise man beat the tar out of that optimistic sob and muttered something about a bumpy road as he walked away.

they actually gave me a new ipod. i'm actually quite surprised, but it was the right thing to do.

i'm selling this one and buying something better. perhaps a nano. no moving parts, but so much less space. hmmm.

at least it'll work.

fuuuhhhhuuuckk!

i'm about to kill my ipod, if it wasn't for the outside chance i can get a replacement. stupid thing it's more like a ppod, a vegetable ( Read more... )