my back hurts really badly

idk where this is all comming from but im just going to go with it. I'm sick of playing games. I want to be able to be honest and open and not have a double meaning to every feeling i have for any man. I'm tired of wiating to be hurt. i dont want to get cuaght up in ridicoulous dramatics. I dont want to deny feeling just to avoid judjement ( Read more... )

and i mean really really hardcore bitch so read at your own risk ( Read more... )

I NEED TO GROW SOME BALLS OMG!

is going on here ?

WANTED:

a cute boy with dark hair.
somekind of meat on his bones
and a nice smile

must be able to

deal with my insanity
pick me up
cook for me
kiss better than a dead fish

i had a great birthday thanx everyone. i love my friends and im glad i go to hang out wiht all of you. because its been a while. so i think i drank my body wieght in liquor and i was hungover all day. till like now ish. well, welcome to 24 deha !

itll be my birthday in like 3 hours!!!!!
come to my party.
do it
all the kewl kids are doing it!

this week was a good week : ). ps i lost 9 lbs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i pick up my car tommorow. things feel right again. i guess my brain chemicals took a turn for the better. phew!

i bought a car. its pretty and i got an amazing deal on it. i did very well for a cute-lil-girl. my job is going great and im working on job part two. which means ill never get too see anyone ever and htis also means. you need to come to my birthday party. yay ( Read more... )