this hurt really really hurts. everyone is judjing me everyone is telling me what to do. its not easy to give up at times. so please stop. i feel liek crap all the time. and i have to move on. but ill do it when i see the signals and when i feel its ok. stop pushing me it makes it harder it makes me feel like people are against me. just suport me ( Read more... )

I WANT MY MONEY FUCK BED BATH AND MY ASSHOLE!!!! I WANT IT I WORKED MY ASS OFF FOR THAT 500$$ THEY OWE IT TO ME GIVE IT TO ME SO I CAN QUIT THIS FUCKIGN SHITTY JOB. AND I CAN GET AWAY FROM MY SEXUALLY REPRESSED BITCH OF A BOSS. SERIOUSLY SHES MEAN. I HATE MY LIFE I WANT A GROWN UP JOB. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK EVERYONE!!! your all asleep and im am so tired. im tired of being awake ive been sleepy since liek 9 pm why am i still up???????? see now i have to get up in 6 hours and fuckign work my ass off. i want the world to die right now. I HATE THIS!!!!!! i dont like being up 20 hours straight. i dont like being exuasted and in pain and feeling liek ( Read more... )

all of my ex's have the same thing in common
none of them apreiciated me although i gave them everything
all of them prefer bitches over me
none of them want to fucking grow upbut they want the benifits of being adult without doing the work
sigh
whatever

im single again.... yeah i dunno lets spin this into a good thing

so i have to go back to work at dunkin donuts
yeah

i need to whine less becuase im starting to sound emo. holy balls i lost 15 lbs!!!!!!!!!!!! im so happy about that!!!!
im going to make a work out tape lose wieght the bed bath and beyond way.
what else? i dunno .... boys still suck and moneys getting better.
i need an apartment but im poor soo eventually.
maybe ill get me a sugar daddy or

omgee there are no cute boys in saratoga!!!
wtf????
i need to meet someone before i settle
HELP

well, the year that vexed me so is over. im glad 2006 in review.... it was scary and sad and fun and funny. i found otu who my true friends were. i learned a lto about myslef. i got sick i got hurt i went crazy. what more can i ask for ( Read more... )

its 5 30 am i havnet slept more than 3 hours in two days. i want to be dead. i cant keep anything straight. nothings going right. moneys such a mess i just cant do it. i cant pay my bills i cant be responsible i just cant. i constantly feel liek im drowning. i cant sleep. theres too much to do and i cant handle it. im not making a dent in my debt. ( Read more... )