i am a bisexual. i've dated boys and fooled around and flirted with men. most of my close friends are girls. i've been a shoulder to cry on for all. i listen to people tell me their life story when i've hardly met them. i tell the truth. i don't cheat. if i'm not feeling a certain situation, i let you know. this is me. that is my personality. a few ( Read more... )

so. grown up stuff. here goes. i will be living on my own soon. my own place, with my own things. doing things on my own time. finally. me and my cute irish roomie will fit into the one room and pretend it's a dorm and get by. make it work. decorate to make it more comfortable. make it home. a home to relax in, the very thought of that just makes ( Read more... )

laying in bed listening to massive attack (the soundtrack of total MINX) thinking about...making a certain someone's head explode. it is the one and only advantage to being quiet (most of the time) and coming off as innocent and naiive, the guy you eventually hook up with has absolutely no idea what he has gotten himself into. it's quite awesome. ( Read more... )

My almost-sister/ best friend, is finally coming to southern cali!!! OMG! I can't believe it, and I won't until I finally see her:) I have no idea what to tell he though, I mean, I haven't done much to write homw about in the last five years....but who cares! I finally had a boyfriend, that's all she has been hoping for lol I have been thinking of ( Read more... )

It's one more year under my belt and i haven't really accomplished anything... and im home alone tonight... and i actually find myself sad about that. i get this chronic "left out" feeling that i cant seem to shake off ( then again, i have had a few shots of vodka..) so, ummm, yeah. yay! for '07 and maybe i'll find someone i am comfortable around ( Read more... )

I want to share with the interwebs how awesome a gift exchange with close friends can be. I have succeeded in turning a 24 year old guy into a three year old in record time, by merely giving him a stuffed penguin. ( yes, i am that amazing....at times)In return i got the most thoughtful, and quite frnakly, the sexiest xmas gifts. eddie (need i say ( Read more... )

Yay i have the day before thanksgiving off! NO!! wrong! i am the unofficial "step-saver" for my grandma and the only one she trusts to get within ten feet of her good dishes( which is quite flattering) but my problem is that i have to help with all this preparation just so i can finally sit down and eat a slice of pumpkin pie :)

my first relationship(relationshit as dane cook would say) ended about two months ago for me and three weeks ago for him. He was demanding and needy and i never looked nice enough or had enough time for him between work, school, and my fucked up family life. Yet, I have to admit, I did love him in the middle of our togetherness. I felt sooo happy ( Read more... )

I guess my first entry should be about me..or more like the discovery of who that me person is. Am I crazy because I love my job? How many people can honestly say that? I get paid shit wages, but I have met the coolest people and that makes it ok. I can be my dorky self, and don't have to hide me, and i realize i have been doing that for a long ( Read more... )