why is it when you don't have a certain someone in your life, everyone else you know does? even the weirdo bondage guy at work found the girl. what.the.fuck ( Read more... )

it has been almost a year since my last ramblings. holy crap. anyhoo... i have moved into my friend Helen's house. yay. it's ok except for the fact that her ex still lives here and he's a complete asshole. which, i don't get where his ego comes from. he's a short, very unattractive man who just dumped the last girl he will ever have. ah well ( Read more... )

oh.my.god!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just wrote something and the interwebs cut out and it's gooonnee!!! :( fuck this!

so. it's been a month since the whole "forced to grow up thing" and i am happy to erm..admit that i've never been happier. :) (score!) *ahem* anyways... my best friend is back to stay.. i think unless a certain spoiled actor changes his mind again. but i love him for it! i know that could be considered shitty but i do. i missed her soooo soo so ( Read more... )

i have worked for starbucks for two years. i've loved it for those two years. i worked my ass off to become a supervisor and like having that responsibility. however..i have been thinking about quitting for some time now because the bullshit my manager uses to keep people there is really irritating. starbucks is a cult. you give up everything else ( Read more... )

so. this week the event which has been long in coming has finally come to pass. i am moving out of the place i formerly called home. i have mixed feelings. it's kinda scary but i'm really happy to be leaving the people who have given me the most grief. i never quite fit with my family and it's only natural that they got fed up with me and i them. ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is, but to have my own webpage (in a sense) is so awesome. to have a place to look at my pictures, listen to my music and talk to my friends is so great! but then 38 year old pervs who shouldn't really have one try to message me. which means they're looking at pictures of me. ew. but do i care enough to not have a myspace? ..uh ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *sigh* ok.

so. i'm bored. and have things on my mind. per usual. my mind is full..spilling over in fact. i have things that i should take care of. but i don't want to. pretty simple. well. it sounds simple..i make it complicated. (per usual) anyway..i'm kinda upset with a friend of mine. she's in the same shitty living situation that i'm in..yet she wants to ( Read more... )

I am the step grand daughter of an evil old woman. I have been nothing but a burden..a pebble in her shoe. I'm thinking of disappearing..to pack a single suitcase and moving to dallas. i will miss all my friends so much..but i can't wait anymore. it's that or a mental institution. i think living with my best friend is the way to go.