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I was going to write this whole angsty post about how alone I am, but fuck that shit. I am not alone. I have all of you who are reading this, and I have my friends here at school. No matter how absent they may be in daily life, I know that I can always count on them if I need to. If I was really in a bad way, I could always ask for help. I know ( Read more... ) -
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I feel like getting off these pills is going to be so liberating, so freeing. I've been reading John Ratey's Spark, which is an utterly intense read. I literally could not put it down. There is so much great information packed into this book. And the most important parts of it, for me, are the parts about depression and anxiety: all the research ( Read more... ) -
And now, your daily dose of cute.
Me: If you could pick one word to describe me, what would it be?
Pablo: Nourishing.
Me: Why's that?
Pablo: 'Cause you're all that I need.
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My boyfriend thinks I'm pretty. -
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I just want a hug from someone who loves me. -
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I've given up on understanding computer science. My only hope now is that I won't fail. I'm hoping for a C, but that's the highest grade I could possibly get at this point and I don't think that I will. That will require doing really extra well on the last exam, something that I don't think I'm capable of. So it looks like I'm either going to fail ( Read more... ) -
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Home for the holiday. My hands are raw from washing dishes. I have gotten a haircut today--just to make my hair neater, to let it grow out more evenly--and mulled around Barnes and Noble. My mother wants help cooking, but I am and always have been afraid of the kitchen, and reaching into a dead bird carcass with my bare hands just does not sound ( Read more... ) -
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I feel really bad for whining at everyone I see about how much I miss my boyfriend. Nothing says friendship more than blurting out immediately as soon as you see them, "I haven't been hugged by my man in a month and a half."Then there are the people who are also in long-distance relationships. Some of them haven't seen their significant others in ( Read more... ) -
You know what?
I am sick of this semester. I am sick of feeling like a failure. I feel like a failure all the time, despite the milligrams and milligrams of drugs I'm on. I'm sick of worrying about money. I'm sick of spending it all the time because I don't have self-restraint anymore. I'm sick of being sick! But most of all, I am fucking sick of this fucking ( Read more... )