So I am a sick, gross panda. I've been sniffling and my throat hurts. It wouldn't be so bad if my joints and shit didn't hurt. blah ( Read more... )

So I totally didn't do shit at work today. I worked at the jewelry store which meant at least 6 hours of boredom, there is only so many times you can clean glass and strighten merchindise. So I started polishing up my beer pong skills by shooting paper balls into the trash can. lame I know. Sometimes a job, can make you feel worthless. Espeically ( Read more... )

I know that I have often wondered what enevlope of happiness would come to me if I were actually a willing to partake into the riches of a happy relationship. I often find myself constantly worrying that their has to be a catch to anything that would seem to make me happy. I don't think I actually let myself enjoy the pleasures which are given to ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here, irritated. I am just a piece of shit...thats all I will ever be to anyone. Just an object, nothing more. I can't handle all of these things that are swelling up in my mind.

Guys just look at me and all they see is something they want. They don't want my mind, that just want my body. THey don't want my heart. They either have ( Read more... )

I hate fucking music posers ( Read more... )

So I've had yet again another sleepless night, I'm not excatly sure why I can't sleep anymore,but for the past week I haven't had a solid nights sleep. But oh well right.

I was thinking to myself yesterday while sitting in the blistering hot sun people say, that in order to write well, you have to write what you know. Which is true, and I guess my ( Read more... )

So in expressing vast amounts of anger I usually say the word penis. Just thought I would express that.

So what could today's possible rant be...well As usually I will rant about my guy situation, but in due time. Firstly I would like to rant about this girl I work with.

She likes to tell me what to do, even though I've been doing this longer ( Read more... )

I'm evil. I've decided that not only am I heartless, I am also numb to what anyone does for me. This really sucks.

this guy is really sweet, he cares alot about me, but he is DRIVING ME CRAZY!!! He won't stop touching me for anything. I hate it when people are overly affectionate, but I don't know how to tell him it's NOT COOL without hurtting his ( Read more... )

As I walk across the scorching hot concrete to the vibrant blue water. I deep my feet in just to get a taste of temperature my whole body will experience. Unsure if I am willing to plunge my whole body into the crystal clear water. I back away from the water, then at full speed sprint I run, jumping head first in to the blue abyss.

The water has ( Read more... )

I HATE children. H8! Every day that I work I have to deal with someone else's bratty ass kid. NOW the fun part is always this when you try to tell the child not to do something THEY DO IT ANYWAY. It is so difficult to WALK across solid concrete??!?!?!?!? Is it impossible not to play on the METAL RAILING of the steps??!?!?!?!? DOES IT TAKE AN ACT OF ( Read more... )