I am always the one who has it my emotions under control.Lately I have been having a really hard time with expressing things in a positive way. I've been really negative lately, and I don't know why. I know that along time ago I was depressed, and i think it comes and it goes. I probably should be on some type of antidepressant, but my belief in ( Read more... )

I hate my job. That being said I've been here for over a year a now and it's really frustrating since the economy is so bad, it's really hard to find something that pays as well as what I make. Granted I don't make exactly what I am worth, but I do get by ( Read more... )

Those of my friends who are closest to me know that I lost my virginity in a not so great way. In a round about way, I was raped, but I wouldn't really go that far. I was young, I didn't realize I had a choice, but we all do. I could've stand no, but I had never been that intimate with a guy before. but I won't get to far into it, it's really to ( Read more... )

There have been many times were I thought about deleting this old journal, especially since now myspace allows you to hide your blogs and such, but the other day I was going through old journal entries and I got a little nostilgic. My life for the past 5 years has been in these web pages, and I guess even though I don't write in here as often as I ( Read more... )

I typically don't do this. Mainly because I just only let myself down for dissapointment. But I've reached a point my life where I am a little more organized. So I assume it's okay to make goals ( Read more... )

So I couldn't sleep. And I guess I was doing alot of thinking about the past, present and the future, but more the past ( Read more... )

My grandparents have been married for 36 years. Thats longer then I've been alive. As of last weekend that union was cut when my grandpa at the age of 64 died. The past week we have been at my mamaw's side trying to help her, and get her through this difficult time ( Read more... )

Okay so, things have been hella crazy right now, and my computer, thanks to a my little brother is on the fritz because he had to have limewire, and now it has a virus. So I am at the public libary you know just killing time, and actually enjoying this beautiful day ( Read more... )

So I am back in WV. For now anyway. I am still working Roanoke which sucks, but I have some jobs floating around hopeing to hear from them soon. I am actually ok with being back home. To be honest I am never really here, just rotating between staying with friends ( Read more... )

Okay, so things are going great so far. My new job is the bank, and since I am the boss it's flippin awesome. It's a lot of responsibility and I was really nervous at first because I didn't know how well I would do at managing So far so good. It's a really relaxed enviroment at this mall, people kindof keep to themselves, basically, and it's a ( Read more... )