I am being haunted. Seriously, stop invading my dreams. you are driving me crazy and making think about things that I should def not be thinking about. All you do is make me want to go back in the past, and I am trying to push forward. Its so frustrating.
So i randomly logged on here today and started reading my depressing entries about brett and life when i first got back from san diego and it made me miss this old thing. so i think i am going to start posting again. i dont exactly know who will still read this. but for those who do. hello. and erika is back <3
why is it every time i am happy things change and i am sad again. i hate this. i just want to let it go but i cant and its killing me. i dont know what to do. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr help