i dunno what the fuck im feeling inside me anymore.

i was numb today. i didnt feel a single emotion. i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me.

not more than 2 hours ago, i took a walk outside, in the crisp, night air. it was beautiful.

i started crying.

all my emotions flooded back,

all the feelings,

all the thoughts,

everything ( Read more... )

the first time in awhile... im fucking happy. fuffilled. content.

I scored
55¾%
on the classic 400 Point Purity Test!
Take the test here!
i dunno whether to be proud or worried...

anyways...

i had a good fucking weekend.

( *boogies* )

it seems like, these past 2 days ive been back, my mom has been making up for lost time, and bitching at me 24/7. about every little thing i do. i say "i like this song", she flips out saying how i shouldnt let music rule my life. last night she gives me this fuckin guilt trip because i didnt do the cat litter or take out the trash (even though she ( Read more... )

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mah weekend went as follows ( Read more... )

i just realized. looked around at my circle of friends ( Read more... )

im bored. "nothing new", you say? oh but it is. you see, not only am i bored, but im happy to be bored. im so used to being stressed, or depressed in some sort of way. im bored... in a happy way. im going to movies on the lawn in a bit... well actually, its gonna be at gendos house (the american version of teh grudge is showing, so were watching ( Read more... )

this doesnt seem all that far fetched either...

anyways, im bored, the new schools ok, and i just spilled lo mein on the floor X_x

YAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!

( im gonna be smart again! )

so much shit. thats all i can really say right now. so much shit, running through my head.so much worrying, so many things have happened, so many things have the possibility to happen...

( ex-lax lines the dog bowl. )