i just shook my head for a good 10 minutes, but i still cant get the "somethings wrong" feeling out of me. i dunno... something in my life just isnt sitting right. i dont even know what... it seems like things are looking up... ugh. i dunno. lets see; ive gotten into blake, ive got awesome friends, my mom trusts me again, im going to megacon soon, ( Read more... )

(i couldnt think of a subject line... so i just wrote something random ( Read more... )

its been awhile, but im back. a good bit has happened. ill start out with my blake audition, for creative writing. i think it went pretty well. i saw orlando there... akward X_x. anyways, that day, i also started going to a therapist. she basically told me that i have some problems, and we need to meet a few more times before she can figure out ( Read more... )

lemme see... i went to the mall with melanie (who was visiting) and emily, and bought those sexy pants i was gunna buy on gameworks night with the oushi crew at pac sun, i... "got" a bunch of manga at waldenbooks, i saw the aviator, i went home, found out dylan ditched me, went out to find him some time later, only to discover that a stick was ( Read more... )

ugh. so much has happened. good and bad. first a quiz i just took... which is kinda amusing, considering how true it is: You scored as Anarchist. Coochy choochy coo, what a cute little ANARCHIST we have here. You see everything as a means to an end, and that end is You. You don't understand why some saps do community service cause you wouldn't ( Read more... )

OK! anyone who wants to meet up, call my (moms) cell tommorow morning, unless you already gave me your #, cuz ill most likely call you.

the # is (813)-966-9369

pleez call, i wanna hang out with SOMEONE... cides twitch, that is. ^^;

I GOT TICKETS TO NBT4!!!

now, i just need a posse to hang with.

god im so white.

anyone else going? ^_^

MUCH <3
~adam

i am bored out of my FUCKING skull. i guess the weekend was fun, but im dreading going back to ATOSS (the place you go if youve got suspension). its so fucking BORING. i mean, sure, you dont have to do school work... but you just sit there. no talking, no nothing. just sit there. they give you shit to do, but i always finish that in 10 minutes. ( Read more... )

ok... so ive got "home detention" untill dec. 1ts. which is sorta like house arrest, cept the only way i can get arrested for leaving my house is if my mom calls the cops. so basically, as long as i dont break the law (that includes smashing mailboxes) and i get my moms approval to go out first, im free to go. im still majorly stressed though, ( Read more... )

i dont know which is worse.

the fact that i thought i WOULDNT get shitty grades on my interim,

or the fact that my mom didnt even give a shit.

i stole a razor from art today.

im scared about what i might do with it.