So yeah.. i haven't updated in awhile. I know. so october... yes it was wondering. being 18 doesnt feel much different. sometimes i still tell people im 17. its very strange. so yesterday i went to the yellowcard concert. fucking crazzzzzy. i was grossed oout. hah all these wierdos next to u jumping up and down. and then jamie almost got taken out ( Read more... )

sooo today is saturday. its only the beginning to a beautiful month.(as i posted in my last entry) but today is my small birthday party. its nothing big. just having it becuase i havent done anything for my birthday for years. and im like well.. 18... i guess thast kinda big huh? yeah heheh but my real birthday is tuesday. hehe i want some phillie ( Read more... )

So its tuesday... i woke up at five and my foot really hurt so my mom let me sleep in until third period. that was nice. but then third period meant calculus test. whhhaaaa. oh well. i miss california. I miss sara and brad and darren and vrbanac and everyone. Yesterday the temperature finally dropped to below 100. sooo nice out. october is like the ( Read more... )

Yeah... so today started out with absolutely nothign to do. but i called alex so we went to lunch at red robin. it was good. but then i got bored again. i had like 7 hours till tim's going away party. so i called grant and we were gonna go out later. but then jamie's mom called and wanted me to plan a suprise party for her later that day. so i ( Read more... )

so im finally updating... i know you all have been waiting for this. I ve been back from cali for almost a month now. it doesnt feel so great. its so nice there. no problems... no bills.. no drama (well sometimes :) . but just good ol' fun. well anyways IM A SENIOR! haha it really doesnt feel to much different. especially with my four AP classes im ( Read more... )

So yea my last journal entry was a little depressing. I promise this one won't be so bad. So Monday is the last day of school. whoo hoo. I am sooo happy. although i am so sad that many of my friends are graduating. Soooo i am so excited for camp. ok gtg bye

I dont know where to begin. I cant find the words to say how I feel. Theres something about you that I cant resist and i cant exactly figure it out. I wish i was important enough to be a positive part of your life. I dont want to argue anymore. The past is the past. I wish i could see you. i miss your face.

You know who you are ass

So prom was saturday. that was fun. had a good time with jamie although it would have been nice to have a date. my hair looked really cute :) hehe oh well anyways Sunday was the last day of PSG (phoenix symphony guild. I am kinda sad because im not doing it next year and i am going to miss some people. ive had some good times there specially at ( Read more... )

So tommorrow I am leaving for Seattle for our choir competition. I am kinda excited for it. It seems a little lame that we are going to see the Space Needle but oh well. I'm so excited to see Norton from camp. He's so much fun. OK well i gotta get packin........ BYe