The time was about 10 pm on February 6, 2005. In tears I drove to a comforting place hoping to receive some kind of relief from the pain that was forced into my mind, heart and soul. Clasped onto the gate protecting Her statue, I cried, I begged and I hoped. The rent-a-cop scoped me out curious to see what I was doing or about to do. Not ( Read more... )

Memories of the past washed upon the shore. Beautiful times, sad times, lonely times, scared times, childish times, loving times, fear times, yelling times, hitting times, caressing times, holding times, children times, smiling times, frowning times, mad times, crazy times, family times, friend times, wind times, rain times, snow times, candle ( Read more... )

I remembered what it feels like to be a child. Maybe that's what I am, a child who never grew up. There once was a little pot roast cooking in a pan. When the roast was done a small piece jumped out of the pan and landed on the carpet. The lady did all she could to prevent it, knowing that the mean old monster didn't like food flying on to the ( Read more... )

For many years I have struggled with my Catholic faith. Many things I agreed with, many of them not. Any sort of research or practice outside of Catholicism brought feelings of guilt and thoughts of SIN, allowing such an overwhelming feeling of turmoil to boil within, that no matter how much I tried to comfort myself spiritually I was still left ( Read more... )

Feelings of frustration devour my soul ( Read more... )