B/c I am not good enough

[eviltreegrl]

Ok so lately i am throwing up everything i eat.. i just get really bad cramps.. and then if i don't throw up.. i make myself throw up.. but on the bright side if i might get skinny enough for someone... and well i'm giving it til jan. 1st by then if I'm not god enough for some one... then i giv up.. and figure I'd be better off dead but now i have

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[anonymous]

can i ask a question?
and if no, dont read the following, but i hope you do, because i'd really like an answer.
why do you put so much importance of your life on whether you're good enough or not?
on whether you have a guy around?
why should having a guy be with you change your life?
you are a wonderful person, and you should be proud that you've made it this far.
please dont be so upset just because some guys are idiots and they dont see the good things in you.

[eviltreegrl]

b/c i am so sick of being single.. seeing everyone all happy and together kills me.. i don't even have a close knot group of friends to fall back on..

[rayefrenzy]

you ARE good enough. you just need confidence! stop starving yourself. this is childish!

[eviltreegrl]

i have none b/c all i am seen as is one of the guys.. they don't like me like that.. i am sick of being single i hate it...

[rayefrenzy]

well, being 'one of the guys' its somethingmost girls crave for. you are who you are and someday youll find a guy who can appreciate that and deserve you. dont just look for anyone. the single life is great. live it up.

[eviltreegrl]

someday? i don't have along time to just fall in love....i wanted to be married by 23... i was ready to start having kids when i was with David... and if i don't have kids by 30.. i'm not having kids.... and honestly .. being married and having a baby.. are the only things i want out of life...