yea so i was in the er all night.. took some pills.. could have died... got really sick... and scared... only b/c of dan trying to hang himself.. i could have cared less if i died... still could but now that i am untrusted adn everyone hates me/// i will get my new and save money and first thing when i get all my money is moving and changing my ( Read more... )

( i wouldn't read this.... )

I really need a job.. b/c u have to work to get my mind off of things.. i am willing to go just about any where at this ponit.. any body in Racine know of any jobs? if i don't one soon... it'll be the last straw....

so... is it bad ( Read more... )

ok so i am sitting there watching tv and this girl says ( Read more... )

ok trying this whole private entry thing again... the last one didn't go so well.. and i found i get lied to alot by the ppl i care about.. and apparently i was wrong and sex is just something to be had.. nothing important about it... and.. i am having a good time lately... falling back in to old habits.. since i can't cut.. i started throwing up ( Read more... )

ha.. wow.. yay,, i posted an entry on private and it didn't stay that way.. boy is my face red.. and o well.. at least now ppl know how i feel...

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this is where i do more updating and plus its prettier..

Do you know what it feels like...being alone?
I'll find someone new...??
Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of ..
My heart is crushed by a former love..

Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

fianlly had sex in a hot tub... now all i gotta do is have sex with dan in the rain.. and i got it all covered.. i can't wait til it rains again...