I already miss my Kitten. he's moving on Thursday.. I don't think he understands how much I miss him already.. I have enough chronic and corona to knock out a few armies... to the point I won't remember the point why I got so fucked up in the first place.. anyways.. I love him so much... to death it seems. I just hope he has fun and stuff.

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today was like.. good but bad.. it's weird. first, my boss pissed me off. YET AGAIN. so I said "fuck off" and he fired me!! which is really cool.. but bad at the same time.. honestly, I was so tired of getting blamed and docked all the time. so in truth, this was the best thing for me. secondly.. OMFG I MISS MY BABY SO MUCH!! I think about daniel ( Read more... )

so. what's this shit? why do you do this to me? why do you make me feel that no matter how loved I help you feel, you don't see any of it and instead reach for the worse things in life? I hope you care. I really do. I'll never stop caring about you, tyler. ever. you made me sad with those words. BE HAPPY. please..? please.. just.. just be happy. be ( Read more... )

kitty: I miss you. come back to me.. :(

so

damn

sad

I miss my boi so much. wonder where he is.. *sighs* I miss him. I went on to FTJ and looked up my ex. I saw a pic of him without make-up. I was like "EEEEEEEEEK!" haha oh well. dee is gorgeous. he knows it too. haha and if not he'd better. there's nothing to write about. I got nothin to say. oh well. love everyone a lot.

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xreMEmberxNOTx: i hurt my feelings alot of the time just thinking of people i love
xreMEmberxNOTx: like you... i hurt soooo bad when you were gone and that day you wrote such a sad jouranl i cried so much for you
xreMEmberxNOTx: i felt your pain i guess
xreMEmberxNOTx: i love you soooooooo dearly and that's more than ever!

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I'm back! finally!! I liked Ireland lots.. it was really pretty there.. the accents are what really get me though. ;) prolly like kitty's too. (teehee!) anyways.. I was having a great time, and then I started missing the little things at home.. like my fishy (Death) and my kitty (Darko) and my pillow and my soft comfy bed. and those were kinda bad ( Read more... )

I feel numb. and cold. and bored. and I just don't wanna live. friends are falling apart. my sister is being a bitch. I wanna go home... but that'd be impossible... I have to get the ticket first.. can't afford it. I forgot my pills. I'm feeling like the wind is in my head. make it go away. I layed in bed all day.. didn't move.. didn't feel right ( Read more... )

wow. I've been having such a good time here. kevin is sooo nice and stuff.. I've been drinking like crazy.. there's a lot of good things around here, you know? yesterday I got a new tatoo on my arm!! yay!! I love it lots.. everyone will have to wait for a while until i get a pic of it.. hehe I'm so sneaky!! Vandal is officially not my friend for ( Read more... )

yay! I made it to here!! I'm so excited!! Johnny and Nymph and all them are kinda grumpy. I slept a lot :) anywaysssss I miss everyone and chatting and all that stuff. I wish I was home kinda so I could chat with everybody. kitty seems mad at me.. I wonder if he is. :( aww.. now I'm sad. I love you kitty. I really do. Tyler- MetroPunker is a ( Read more... )