Maybe you can hear me better here ? Or maybe you just choose not to hear me i dont know. What i wrote was not for you exactly for this reason. If i thought i needed to i would of told you, now look everyone is mad at you. Honestly i don't think your pissed at me b/c i wrote that to Katie and you found out that i had no intentions on telling you, i ( Read more... )

"I love myself, i never thought i would say that, i never thought there would be you " ~Amy Lee ( Read more... )

"When you took one my last breath from me ..... and you said that you would leave, i was too stubborn to stop you or say anything ( Read more... )

I just need something to do. I woke up (thanks Kelse :p) lol . Much love. And now im boreded and not so depresticated. I have no appetite and i have only the desire to sleep and see Ant. I miss him more than i miss my sanity right now, but tomorrow hopefully. He made me smile today, after i woke up. So right now, im extrememly happy ( Read more... )

HEHEHE .... I'm at TEddy Bear's and he yelled at me for nto updating so i am .... but go away ... i'm with my teddy =D

No ... im not that mean people come on, you know me better than that. Go away, please ? With sugar and a cheery ontop ?

~*)()(innocent)()(*~

Hey,

I'm a lot better for all that care. I realized i do have SOMETHING to live for, though its not what i had thought before. This experience brought me to my lifes edge. Now i've discovered who i am. I love you Mikey, I love you Alfonso, and I love you Ellen. Thats all i came here to say ...

Wow ( Read more... )

I don't know what to say. I'm sorry i have'nt talked lately. Life is kind of taking a turn, and i'm not sure if its good or bad. Things are going on in my head, and i'm trying to find who i am. I let Ant go, i had to. I'm alone now, and thats how it should be. Jen is helping me, though, find my path, my light. All will be well soon. Bye til then ( Read more... )

::is broken in pieces ( Read more... )

Hehe .... hmmm O.o