Its been about a year since I made a post. Looking through my posts, the lapse in time and alcohol intake relays trend. Now Im not wanting to even post. I dont have anything pertinent or useful to say. No verbal blasphemy or intellectual spirings if you will. Wanting to erase this. But Im not going to. I actually went to this site for a reason.

I dont smoke inside anymore. And I only drink inside now. I dont drink as much, and I mos def dont smoke as much. Perhaps only a smackerel of what I used to be. A sliver of self control if you will. I sleep a lot more. Maybe 8 - 10 hours a day. It feels good most of the time ( Read more... )

"Someone some day will tell my story by song. Ha ha ha. What would that sound like. Have you thought what your life would sound like in song? Some sick, sad and disgruntled beast of burden howling at the moon? Perhaps the mating call of the ever noticed rich, novelty hotel heiress? Or maybe like 50 scrent snorting a line just before he O.D.'s on ( Read more... )

The Good
I met you before and never looked at you like I do now. Never heard you as I do now. Never fell into you like an infinite abyss of space and time.
What can be will be and everything that was has passed. This happened for a reason. A final chapter to an old book I never finished reading. Ive put it down and am ready for your story.

The ( Read more... )

I thought about you all night. I said your name in my head over and over again. What purpose it served Im not sure. But I like doing it ( Read more... )

Got attitude like a manequin, and grace like a disaster ( Read more... )

Raping the thought process. Wanting silly sorry scabs to be smooth skin, soft to the touch. My brain sends a pulse that vibrates join me or die. Hateful bastage telling me how it will be. I got these limbs and I got a forked tongue to vandalize myself with. Every thought brimming to the tip with life and lifeless values the same. How can two ( Read more... )

In an avid attempt to write something that isnt completly nuerotic and topic bouncing....
I am refraining from the use of the following products during this entry:
(1) PBR

(2)ambient musesick

(3)Web surfingLets see what the cauldron brews and how the mind recoils ( Read more... )

She tried to put a spell on him, but his heart was illiterate ( Read more... )

Its a funny thing, the parting of the trees ( Read more... )