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[evoranine]

i'm only seventeen and young and unwise, but it's all worth recording because I won't remember the feeling of being a virgin later on. people lose and forget and i'll be old and exactly what i don't want to be twenty years from now and being young and naive will only be a memory without touch.

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[kronstadt]

young yes... but unwise, not from what i see
at 17 i couldn't comprehend 20 years from now
truth is at 19 i still can't

you seem to have a further grip on this life thing than most

[evoranine]

i don't know what it will be like 20 years from now;
all that exists is my paranoia and my imagination and me being an idealist.
people tend to walk the same cycle and i'm afraid i'll be lost, one in the crowd, another person to walk the circle of life millions of people have already tramped on.
if there was a break through, if my life was original, if anything was real.

if that sounds weird, it probably is. i often fall into incoherent drivel these days, to the annoyance of many. my subconsciousness does not come with logic and order.

[ex_gauche693]

christine... I miss your entries already... I've changed usernames, its April using my brothers old name... complaint, remember me? ;)

[evoranine]

sorry babe.
thought will abandoned this LJ and it was static.
didn't realize it was you.

[loverain]

that's so true.... :)