hi.

i add everyone to my friends list because i have no intentions of blocking one from reading my journal if they have any intentions of doing so. but it's friends-only because i don't want to run the risk of people in real life reading this. it's too personal and private and i would die right out of humiliation and run away if any one did. so if ( Read more... )

i've developed a bad habit of going to the bathroom ever hour at school. it must be my makeup; i must have allergies. because tears well in the corner of my eyes and smear my eye linear across. when i'm in public and other people are near, i don't look at the mirror. i wash my hand repeatedly until i can feel the cold water with my bones and my ( Read more... )

i'm only seventeen and young and unwise, but it's all worth recording because I won't remember the feeling of being a virgin later on. people lose and forget and i'll be old and exactly what i don't want to be twenty years from now and being young and naive will only be a memory without touch.

this is suppose to be a disclaimer, but not really. claiming privacy on the internet is inane, but my honesty to the core is not to be revealed to people around me; ever been paranoid that people might find you through livejournal search and read it ( Read more... )