Which feels worse not being able to be with someone you love more than anything or not having someone you love more than anything?

If you don't get the first part, I mean watching that person go off and be with someone else or just want to stay friends and nothing more.

If you don't get the second part, I mean that you don't have feelings for ( Read more... )

I meant February 19th not the 9th...I got Taste Of Chaos which is March 9th mixed up with Rise Against....still help out this little Asian named Therese. She's only 4 foot 11 and weighs now less than 90 lbs...please, it's just a penny a day to help this poor child out. Heh. Those sad infomercials on my cousins in the Philippines. Was that mean to ( Read more... )

Heh. I should be doing my 10 page Bio lab right now...but of course I'm ( Read more... )

I just picked up my last paycheck from Pappadeaux. I should have known better. I should have remembered that he was working. When I saw him, my stomach dropped. God. I saw him staring at me when I was at the host stand and felt his eyes burn into me as I passed by the bar. Oh my god, I fucking hate him so much. I was ok, I blocked everything out of ( Read more... )

Haven't updated this a lot because I haven't been able to get to a computer and the fact that my computer at home is monitored my parentals. Ugh. Well...I don't know what to say. I'm still at Harper..only 2 classes though, thank god. The shitty part is that one's a bio class and along with a bio class comes the lab...my lab's fucking 3 and a half ( Read more... )

Seems like the only time I update this is either when my mind is racing of overanalyzing and stress or when I've had a weekend of drunken times. And then there's the occasional survey too. This time it's stress and decisions to make.

I don't want to go to Harper next semester. I've thought about this for awhile now. Things have been going really ( Read more... )

This weekend was kick ass. I got to see a lot of people and hang out with a lot of people I haven't in YEARS. I forgot how much fun it is to get drunk with Pasco. Hun, you always know how to show me a good time...and don't worry matt, I don't mean that sexually, lol. I kept my hands off your girlfriend. Me and Natalie took hilarious pictures ( Read more... )

I'm gonna try to make this simple...(I wrote this on Tuesday night) so it's a little behind...not really though

+New pair of Converse (black with satin light pink flowers) & black maryjanes with hot pink flowers and Asian writing

+My Chemical Romance on the cover of AP

+Got part of Pasco's bday gift (it's small, but she'll enjoy it)

+Have an idea ( Read more... )

( Long Survey )

This is gonna be a long fucking entry. I'm going to try to make it straight to the point about a lot of shit and hopefully break these off into paragraphs that make sense, but you know me, I go off on tangents.

First thing to hit. My last entry. I babbled, I know that. Some got confused, some got the message, yet I dont know if everyone got what I ( Read more... )