This past weekend I got to hang out with a lot of old friends and bond. I've missed these people a lot and I've learned some things, some that I thought could've/would've never happened and some truths about other things. That's pretty much all I'm saying for now.

I don't consider myself two faced. Ok I do admit I can be at times, but honestly who ( Read more... )

So i'm really excited right now because i feel as if i finally figured out what i want to do with my life. I really want to go to culinary school and do something along the lines of baking and pastries...ok yeah that's really vague i know..i have to look more into it because i never realized how indepth culinary schools got with different programs ( Read more... )

so i just realized that it's probably out of the norm for most people not to talk to a parent for a long period of time unless they're on bad terms with them. i'm not on bad terms with my dad, i just don't talk to him that often...i'll admit it's pretty shitty of me because he'll call and i'll call him back but i just USED to be so busy. i have no ( Read more... )

It's been decided. My last two ex's from long term relationships are probably the best guys I could've ever asked for besides Hua. Hua is on a different level of course, a much higher level of love and all that pink frilly stuff, but the other two...probably are some of the best people to walk into my life despite our pasts. And they give me ( Read more... )

ok i realize that this is like the cajillionth entry i have written today, but i would just like to say that despite this stupid breakdown i had today. i wouldnt even call it breakdown but more along the lines of temper tantrum, i haven't felt this at ease about people in my life as i do right now. i dont think i've felt this way since high school ( Read more... )

i realize i only write in this when i'm really upset and never when anything good is going in my life. well everything is wonderful minus a few things, but those aren't things that really should matter in my life. i've got amazing friends and a boyfriend who's way too amazing for me. he's not like your typical boyfriend...well he is in some ways ( Read more... )

i dont know. i dont know of anything anymore. everything that was stable in my life is now gone and i honestly don't know what to think, what to do, how to feel or anything. i could blame numerous things and people for this. I could say "it's because i havent taken my medication regularly this past week and thats why i'm acting so strange". I could ( Read more... )

hi

I would go and tell you to see other pictures (some of them better...) to go look at Pasco-freakin-licious' lj entry...but oh wait that's right...she has it friend's only...sucks for you bitches!!!

Just to forewarn you...i make these pictures into story time at the apollo...what!?!? yeah that didnt make much sense
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I've been with this amazing guy for over a year if you don't count me fucking things up with him around this time of the year...actually...it was a year ago exactly..what the fuck! He makes me the happiest I've been in a long long time even though it looks like I'm trying to stab him in the picture. We are the most non-photogenic people you will ( Read more... )