so forget everything in that last entry.

all false.

love, what's that?

i havent updated this in like 3 months. and my last entry, i didn't seem so well. lol. well, things are good. i'm in love. :] i work all the time. and my best friends are basically the coolest. my heart is having difficulties, but i'm working on that. i'm probably moving out in the next couple months. sweet. and i'm just doing pretty good, with the ( Read more... )

i really hate guys. honestly. i mean. i think i finally found one thats not so crazy, not psycho, who i can just be myself around, and have my own life too..but no, the craziness comes out.. and the closer he got, the more i just wanted to run. i dont know why.. i just wasnt into that relationship as much as him, and as horrible as it is, i kept ( Read more... )

hahaha, its funny.
but we're both to blame.

it wasn't all me.

and i never thought id be torn between two people like this.
i dont know what to do.

january, im out of here.
how exciting.
my parents are buying things.
REALLY, it's exciting.

it's been awhile ( Read more... )

scratch that.
youre wayyyy far from being perfect.

and im basically movin on with my life.

hope for the best;
but expect the worst... right?

you're perfect.

if only i was too.

well lets see. life has been alright. school is out. :) im done with fucking highschool, its amazing. since it got out, ive hungout with the people who i freakin love the most. well minus a few. but heyyyyyyy, summer is just beginning. and ive talked to the cutest boy ever. and things are just good. its that simple. i dont know if i'll update this ( Read more... )

i like how he always puts me in a better mood, he always has. he knows the exact right thing to say, to take my mind off assholes like you. :)

and by the way.

3 more days, and my highschool days are over !

its so hard to find someone with no strings attatched.

and i really liked you.