all I do anymore is cry so hard that I'm just shaking and I end up falling to sleep like that ( Read more... )

And I have.

I am nothing anymore.

I've been contemplating sucide, but I just can't seem to do it.

Oh yeah, and I may be put on meds. Go me.

Chiodos - Baby, You Wouldn't Last a Minute on the Creek
"Let's just stop ( Read more... )

Buuuut I'm writing in here instead ( Read more... )

So, as I do sometimes, I like to look back on the past and sift through old stuff on my computer or stuff in my room etc.

Well, I was looking throughout my old pictures, and goddamn, I look worlds different now. Not even the style of clothing, the hair, or anything like that, but mainly my face.

I didn't realize how much I actually looked different ( Read more... )

I look really different. New hair cut; I'm losing a little more weight; and I'm finally starting to look somewhat attractive.


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Who knew that all the people from my past would end up like this?

Who would know that they had changed for the worse?

Wow.

From now on, I'm listing my entries as friends only. I don't think random people should have to sift through my shit. :]

I was fucking led on again.

What the fuck is up with girls nowadays?

I love being single now. I can do whatever I want and not have anyone to get mad at me for it. Some girl wants to go on a date to the movies tonight, and she said she'd give me head, but I really don't want to go -- I don't feel like getting herpes today ( Read more... )

Thinking back...I don't even know why I loved you in the first place ( Read more... )