Comments | ewthatscute: pessimism

ewthatscute

pessimism

Dec 26, 2006 23:15

ugh. I´m all down here, and my heart is breaking. I wish I could change my life with a wave of my hand. I wish the people I love would at least try and do things that make me happy as opposed to just being jerks to me. I´m more than sure I grant them that luxury. In fact, half the time I go out of my WAY to. perhaps It´s not right to expect ( Read more... )

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dancetheorange December 27 2006, 21:51:01 UTC

What an unfortunate thing to be dealing with now, of all times. Hopefully you'll be able to get some enjoyment out of the change in scenery?

When do you return?

fuckmeblue December 28 2006, 19:43:39 UTC

yeah well, that's what happens when you leave the protective proximity of your gay. i miss and love you babe!!!!

mandarinsun March 24 2007, 17:30:15 UTC

I'm sure you won't care, or maybe you will in a "oh that's creepy way ( ... )

mandarinsun March 24 2007, 18:54:33 UTC

I was thinking about it. I'd love to add you as a friend, but even if that doesn't happen, I'm waiting for you to add me first, you should absolutely make it a point to add my bestfriend dichroicynosure. She was in the goth scene in the late 90's with me in San Francisco. She just turned 30 and is so brilliant. She's really open about sharing her interests and knowledge. Maybe it will help you triangulate where you want to go in the next decade to see someone that is doing what you can do. Not that my friend is successful, as in worldly success though. I'd just hate to see you flounder when you could be a professor or a published writer or just a person that doesn't have the title, but is nourishing their talent and could have been one. In the French writer Balzac, would really recommend his writings, his world is filled with 19th century people some of which are poverty stricken intellectuals and artists that are brilliant but poor. It seems like something that in contemporary America really isn't seen as possible, though livejournal ( ... )