count the stars ( Read more... )

its so wierd to think about THIS again...what a difference a few months, a few changes and a few people makes...i can't remember being much happier and content...and at the same time i hope its not too early to tell ( Read more... )

everyone needs to own the deftones b-side rarities...its awesome..

it took a split second to realize what i've been looking for...and everything is crystal clear...whether i ever get to have it, that i'm not sure...i am probably the happiest i've ever been and i'm standing in the midst of a storm that is made up of the past that is sure to get me eventually...but i don't care...i hope the future holds better ( Read more... )

how is everyone?

blacked out, cold and alone ( Read more... )

i know im an asshole...but i tried to explain myself..

i've decided to quit things or slow down or become wiser about things...or maybe the cops decided it for me...i've been working like a whore lately...and twice as tired...im taking saturday off tho...theres football...and food on the grill and just something to get my mind off this shit...thought alot about things in my short period in a jail cell ( Read more... )

i need a lawyer and i need him now

its days like today and yesterday that make me feel stupid and worthless...and i should....noone will see me for a while...ive got too much to do and in so little time