oh my god. i saw pictures of her today on a mutual friend's facebook. it's really difficult how much i miss her and can't tell her. fuck. what the hell went wrong there? i hide it so well, but it's always there. agh!

i have too much to say but not enough words

dates are fun. especially when you're with someone who makes you laugh. :D

( fortitude )

i'm so afraid no one will ever get me... really.

hardly anyone reads this so i can say it here. i've been working really hard on becoming a happier better person. i've been doing well. i am still am, in fact ( Read more... )

i love my friends. new and old. yes, yes, yes!

wow! things have been going 100mph lately. it isn't bad but really, wow!
is it time for one of those big events that change my life drastically?
we shall see.

RAISINS!

all i usually want is what i want when i want it... is that too much to ask?!
ha