I haven't updated in a while. I don't know much of what to say lately whenever I go to think of what to update with. It somewhat seems pointless. There is like, 2 people or so who read this which gives me the pont of feeling somewhat frivilous with this whole thing. I guess it could have more point when Melissa is back in college. But while she isn ( Read more... )

Just saying, I shall be 19 in 2 days. Hint hint, wink wink, nudge nudge. ::Cough cough gifts(AKA: $) cough:: Haha.

You can laugh at me now.

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Well, Melissa wanted to trim my hair to make it even. Accidentally ended up cutting off about 6 inches. :( But it is alright. It knows how to grow. But she likes it a lot I suppose. She keeps complimeting it. But I am not sure if that is because she really likes it, or if she is trying to make me feel like it is alright that that much is now gone. ( Read more... )

This is a prayer: let the night end quickly.

WOULD YOU RATHER ( Read more... )

Life has been making it's way to suck. I hope it gets better. I am trying. "Mountains are enormous, but they all have a top."

Lately I feel kind of lost...

Fucking hell! I just typed a wicked long entry... Maybe the longest I have without song lyrics. And then... Just as I was going to save it all just in case.... The computer freezes... Grrrrrrrrrr!!! I said soooooo much. I said so much that I wanted to say and everything. This pisses me off...

Something feels wrong or something... I feel depressed. Unfulfilled. Lonely. Like things are different in ways I didn't want them to be. I feel like I am missing something(s). I usually feel a cold and don't mind it. I am used to it. When I feel a warming touch or something it is great, and I let myself know that we need that cold feeling to come ( Read more... )