Instead of going into the negative right now, I'll just say that I don't like today.

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Well, I got back from work not too long ago. The lady I was working with today for another "Training" let me leave an hour and a half early, and she said she wouldn't tell anyone, so I'll still get payed as if I stayed the full 12 hours. That is cool. I was getting fairly sick of being there anyhow. For some training she fell asleep 50 times. She ( Read more... )

Well, I started work last night/this morning. From 10-10. But I wanted to get their early, so technically I was there from like 9:30-10ish. It was only an extra half hour... But it felt like an extra 2 hours. Time went by sooooo slowly. It was horrible. That night was like one big place to beat me down. That place is like... a clash with my ( Read more... )

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It's not taking me that long to reach that wall I talked about between tired, in need of sleep, and tired, reached can't feel it. I am like, at the borderline. Like I have the choice, I can feel it. I can pass through, or stay on edge, needing sleep. I haven't passed through that wall in a long time. I kind of want to... But I wish I had something ( Read more... )

I am half bord. So I am going to count the cuts I have on my left lower arm/hand. 27. That was fast. I am cold and alone. It is sad. I tried to do things to warm myself up without letting myself fall asleep. I am very tired. I couldn't find many things to do. I wonder if I ate a fudge pop and make my insides cold enough that my outsides don't feel ( Read more... )

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Well, I am kind of bord, and talking is kind of slow with people. No one is really saying much. But at least it's talking, and gives me time to write this, even though this is being made becaus I am fairly bord. But... yeah ( Read more... )