it's forgien and strange and very scary... sometimes i miss him so badly i want to die, other times i'm awed by the tranquility of things the way they are now. i don't feel as anxious or paranoid, or worried about pleasing anyone other than myself everyday. i also feel a little empty... i'm way too indescisive to be with anyone at the moment anyway

doooin stuff

did anyone miss me? should i even bother using this damn thing anymore? i've been across the country and back, and stayed in two different states, theres a myriad of new pieces of art in the works or completed by now, and mark and i are still together at the moment. i plan on moving to california as soon as i have a few grand in the bank and ( Read more... )

i have an absolutly wonderful, amazing, gorgeous and breath-taking boy
who plays the guitar almost incessantly and sings me songs without me even having to ask *le sigh*

happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy

things are just dandy.

how about you?

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love

sunshine

happiness

giggles

springtime

poop

what're y'all up to today?

i'm going with spoony to jury duty in lawerence tomorrow ( Read more... )

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