i need to see everyone. now. so many close friends that mean so much to me are just gone. gah ( Read more... )

sorry for breaking down. rough day, rough day.

FUCK.

i definately just stayed up all night for absolutely no reason. i simply didnt feel like going to bed... so i stayed up making candles while watching infomercials... one of them was for a "girls gone wild" island contest thing. it was really quite sickening but at the same time there were a shitload of breasts and girl on girl action... the next ( Read more... )

I Like Chinese - Monty Python ( Read more... )

i have had clips of that stuck in the back of my head for YEARS ( Read more... )

my mom and i have had a pretty shakey relationship for the past couple of years, but for a couple of months things have been gettign dramatically better. we talk almost every day, not just the routine "how are you doing...", but ACTUALLY talk. she knows pretty much everything that ive done, including the bad(and let me just say that a shitload of ( Read more... )

so im in the car with my mom. i feel like complete shit and every little thing that shes doing is setting me off. i just bite my tongue for a while but eventually after half an hour of her being a complete lunatic i cave and end up talking/swearing being an irritable bitch. my mom then tells me she knows that im depressed and she'll leave me alone ( Read more... )

Brokeback Mountain... so hot, so good, so sad. go see it.

it inspired Ash and I to make a gay gay movie. :P

yeah.

i cant deal with my parents. or myself. oh well, c'est la vie.

on the other hand, i love shrooms.

sighs... so beautiful :)

god damn im such a girl.... and a dork.

gotta love it.