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i get to see becca! for the first time in two weeks. yay!

meh.

im a lot better.

but my mom is stressing me out like woah. fucking old ass bimbo.

heh.

many hugs to everyone, especially becca.

ive been a lazy, self-pitying, self-destructive bitch. i just see ( Read more... )

ok, i really dont want my journal to become my go-to bitch spot, so im sorry for these recent entries. you all really dont have to take me seriously cause im just a moody son-of-a-bitch. that having been said ( Read more... )

right now im getting all of my shit together, but everything feels like a mess. i miss everyone. im scared shitless about school. i cant see becca. im worried about ash. i feel like im away at the time when im needed most, physically and mentally. everything with my family is crazy good, and im dealing with all my personal fuckedupness, but in the ( Read more... )

I think that I'm slowly turning lesbian, or at least I just enjoy having sex with women more. Either way I'm definately leaning more towards lesbian on the straight-bi-gay chart...

thank you Becca!

just thought that you should know....

"Modern science is able to grow an ear on the back of a rat yet still isnt able to give a girl a working dick!!?"
--my soulmate

great weekend overall. i feel...better.

i forgot that i wanst suppose to drink cause im on meds. UGH. i need to not be a fucking dumbass.

on the bright side Becca asked me out <3

my brother just banged my old best friend from the third grade. what a weekend.