I think I am finally realizing that I am a drug addict. I don't want to realize it but every day I see more and more of my reality. I was able to hide away from the fact for quite some time but I can't play anymore. I was always able to make excuses for the ungodly amount I spent on the drugs and the priorities that I blew off, but now my health is ( Read more... )

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I changed by color.
I was supposed to go Manic Panic Lagoon Blue but they did not have it so I went Special Effects Atomic Pink instead. I ordered the manic panic dye yesterday so by next month I will have my blue hair ^_^


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In the past three nights I managed to set my hair on fire twice and my scarf on fire once. I <3 Drugs!!! Damn hair getting into the bowl ( Read more... )

Last night I did a rather dumb thing. I woke up that morning feeling utterly ill and spent the whole day in bed. As evening set in I was feeling a little better and decided to go find my friends. Many of them were sick and one went home to Long Island due to the fact that he was so sick. This left only three of us: Myself, Ryan, and Dave. After ( Read more... )

My friend said the most funny thing today as we were getting high. We were talking about the politics of the world and Ryan goes, "Man, I am not looking forward to Charles' reign." And then Kashif, our lovely and smart Kashif goes, "There is another hurricane?" We started to laugh so much. I honestly could not breathe ( Read more... )

I opened by top drawer today and had to pause for a second do to the fact that I realized how well it defined my life.


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So, I was in my foundations of philosophy class this morning, like I am every Monday and Thursday morning, and I realize that I am somewhat cold. I planned ahead and brought a sweatshirt that I wear all the time due to the fact that I do not own another one. So, I take the sweatshirt from my lap and quickly put it on. As I do this quick gesture a ( Read more... )