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[exitlife]

what can i honestly say about last night. i mean,the situation was the same,but just a different location. the same thing day on and day out,i ask myself if this is all i live for. this is it,no fucking more!!! i hate being a slave to substance and feelings.  i was born a feeling creature. there is no unlearning of this nature. it is a disturbing

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[buddyrad]

billy in this life we need to learn. if everything happens for a reason then we must wait them out but to live a life, an exsistince filled with unknown belifes then we confuse our selfs with wants and needs to fill us with the knowledge to complet those belifes and make them known not to others but to our self, being one person is more of a task then loveing some one seperate from ones own body because we must love our self befor we can even comit to loveing another and as human nature sets in we can not love one person includeing our self with out knowing that person and if some one is on the "journy" of finding them self then they walk alone on a crowded st. for they can not love some one till they even know them self first. find your self. then you can begin to love and be loved. look in the places you never saw and open your eyes to what is around you cause in socioty we condition our selfs to not see what is right in front of us. look, search and find. then love and be loved and be happy. give it a chance see life from a