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[exitnow__]

It's weird because I still feel like i'm going to get sick to my stomach anytime I think about Heath Ledger dieing.

and now Marlon Brando's son died. aggh.

blah.

I want to make that much of an impact on peoples lives when I go.(I mean that in a good way)

I want to change peoples lives.

I want to help.

and I don't know just how to do that.

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[bloodyedge14]

i know what you mean. it'd be a bummer to leave and not have an impact on anything in our world. of course, you can always have the comforting notion that those you loved around you have all been heavily influenced by who you were and what you have (or haven't) done for them during your life.

i don't think anyone who's ever impact people's lives ever set out to do so. they did what they believed and acted as they thought they should. and maybe that's about all you can do.

hopefully this made sense.

[exitnow__]

yes it definatly makes sense.

it's just I don't know how to approach the whole "making an impact" thing..i feel like my dreams are too big and too unrealistic and that people would just laugh in my face for even trying and that i need to find a different way to do so.

blek.

andy you sure do know how to spill out advice/comfort.

[bloodyedge14]

er, that wasn't sarcasm was it holmez?

[exitnow__]

no it wasnt.

[clairyh]

it really is sad

you just got to hope his close friends and family will always remember the good times.

(found you randomly!)
x

[exitnow__]

yeah I hope so, and it's got to be so hard for the family because of the media trying to make him seem like the bad guy.

I feel like i'm going to get sick when I think about it.

blaaaaah

xx