dunno what to do for my 21st birthday!?!~?

Rasputina with ruby throat march 23rd!! Been waiting years to see katie jane garside! Stoked

Panic mode?

Weekly blood work is gonna be hard with my veins

This past week just about killed me. With the boy leaving me for his ex while I was in the hospital and being sick. And he has the nerve to throw my stuff away. What the fuck did I do? I did nothing but love you and try to help as much as I could. While he proceeds to stomp on my ego and laugh.

So distraught. I miss him. Even after he fucked me over so badly I want to be with him. I hate love. What a blow to the heart I really can't handle it.

I took a big dive, I need to swim back to the top. But I think I'm drowning.

I'm terrified that McCain and Palin are going to win the election this year ( Read more... )

Radiohead was epic

I'm co-dependant. But I guess that a given. Anyone who has known me longer than a month would be able to figure that out. My babys gone.. I have to learn how to be on my own and be independent again. Its been far too long. And I'm dreading it. Why can't co-dependant be an okay thing ( Read more... )

I can't do this. Can't stop crying I think I'm gonna throw up. Worse day ever. You'll never know this feels.