i'm still here.. physically.

i should be sleeping right now, but a few things happened saturday that i thought i should post. i woke up around six a.m. to go to sharonville for my g.e.d; first saturday at scarlet. i think i did pretty good, this had me thinking how much i wish i would have been more apprehensive when i was younger, and to have actually graduated high school ( Read more... )

i dont know what to write in this anymore. everything right now is really bland and only makes 1/4 of sense. i wish this was easier to explain, but lately i've been someone else, someone who does'nt care anymore i guess you could say. i'm going to get the temporary tags for my car friday and while i'm there take my temporarys (then wait) i'm ( Read more... )

i got the job, i start the 30th

one more thing.. i got a car today!

The way things work out for me, and always have is as follows. when everything seems as if it cannot get any better i stay persistant; and as uncanny as it seems one thing after another will fall into place after a period of so long. the full time job i was trying and trying to make mine, may be so tomorrow. the manager called to tell me that my ( Read more... )

me and jayme are friends again.. i've had some time to think about how important a relationship really is to me and the chance to analyze others.. i guess i'm just more relaxed knowing that she's my friend again. i'll update later ;/ work

this is one night i will never forget. i went out around 1 last night to see this girl, angel. she seemed to be a sweet, sexy girl at first glance. as time moved on the night with her turned into a bad dream. *last night i took care of the most ungrateful girl i've ever met.* she threw my ring at me this morning, but i should start off at ( Read more... )

i just want a job.. i've been persistant and patient through all of this, and i'm not even recieving any notion of interest from any employer. i had my interview today at jungle jims, all that was open was *ugh seafood. i told her i'd be more than happy to work in seafood but i guess she did'nt believe me and told me to call back in two weeks 'so ( Read more... )

i migh tbe able to quit my job. finally. i hate that place, i hate the smell of it, and most of all i hate the fat bastard manager who supposbily runs the store. i'm going to ask for a raise today and if i dont get it i'm putting in my 2 weeks notice, i have an interview tomorrow morning anyways. well i decided to trash my supposed plans for ( Read more... )

update laterZ: 'another day of waiting alone in my room with no calls from you..'