i'm the biggest fucking loser, 19 and i'm just now getting my license, not only 1, but my motorcycle license too. please kill me, by the way i'm home for leave, i fly back july 7th.

I leave in 2 days (wednesday) for georgia, i'll be gone for 15 weeks including advanced training right after basic.. that's basically all i have to say right now. I'm excited, a little nervous, noone can call me anything i have'nt been called before so i guess i'll just keep that in mind. Be back December 16th. Hooah.

i leave in 26 days from now, and i could'nt be more excited to leave ohio for 3 months. yesterday i took my physical exertion and i doubled the minimum req. I really should quit smoking cigarettes, running four miles straight kills your system. i've already met 2 people who are going to be flying with me 2 georgia, one thing is for sure, alot of ( Read more... )

i'm joining the army, no live journal for a while.

FIRST DAY OF SOBRIETY SUCKS

oh well i'll ge through it.

wow.. just a second ago i realised the reason as to why the way i act. how i am as a person.. and the fears that i'm running from, that are hindering my emotions. my bad habits i choose to partake in to hide or cover up these problems. i've always noticed in brief moments of deep thinking i stop.. and my mind just wanders off into something ( Read more... )

I have'nt had much of a chance to update lately, i've been working everyday, 10 hours a day at 2 jobs. does anyone know of a job i can work that will pay me more on the hour without having to work 2 jobs? friday i found out the results to my g.e.d 2 weeks in advance, and i passed! it's like a milestone for me, i could'nt finish high school when i ( Read more... )

i passed my g.e.d that's my news for the day.

this evil ad bot took control of my iexplorer, and it's pretty annoying.. anyways i've been working way too much and i really need a vacation, if i could afford it. anyways my friend was nice to me tonight

B0URGE01S P1G: oh come on brett you are a great guy, it may take a bit of time but youll find someone who will see how great you are ( Read more... )

it's been a while since i've left a post, probably because i've been sick. and this weather does'nt help any. i finished my g.e.d test this morning, i dont really have any doubts, but i have to wait 4 weeks to know if i pass or fail. hopefully the month of may will go by somewhat fast, i want to get on with my plan for a better future. next ( Read more... )