well well well, its been a while since ive been on here... how is everyone doing these days?? im doing pretty good..... lemme know how you all are.

HAPPY ST. PATRICKS DAY!!!

goin bar hoppin downtown tonight!!! woot im excited.

yo.
men, i hate them. they hurt. the bastards. all the same.

HOWDY.

i am bored, and i have been up for quit some time now. had a good night, and im having a pretty good morning. i work at 11 and its only quarter to nine.  which means ive been up for almost 4 hours now. its damn cold outside today. i have to go to the dollar store before work to buy batteries and mittens. ones that are warm AND that i can ( Read more... )

nights are long and restless. try to keep myself busy, go to work, go to gabis house, dont come home often because i cant stand being in my own room. i have never felt like this in my entirel ife. This is the worst pain i have ever experienced.  and i dont understand why its happening still.  doesnt want to be with me.. but will still sleep with me ( Read more... )

broken, bleeding
blind not seeing
hearts not beating
souls not breathing.

they say its better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all. i dont knwo how i feel about that statement. and i swear to FUCK if someone says it to me one more time i will kill them with my bare hands. tell me that when you lose your boyfriend and your best ( Read more... )

GABI WHERE ARE YOU!!!!????? oh god i hope you guys arent dead*nervous laugh*........ *cries* lol.. kinda....kinda not
i am so traumatised. lol
(every lol in here is awkward and nervous...lol....<--lol..)

My life be like ooh wa ooh.

again, my feet fail me and i fall.
i stumble forward, but at least it's not backwards.
i stubmle, but at least i dont fall.

were all stars now.. In the dope show....