Does anyone else feel really self conscious around girls/women your age?


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       And yes, I know it's my fault. I'm not even going to try to blame this on ""Quarantine"" because that's just not true. I'm officially the highest weight I have ever been 😢. And that's really saying something...because I have weighed a lot before.

I stopped purging at least 6 months ago because of the shitty health effects, but that ( Read more... )

     Yeah, I'm ashamed. I know this means that I'm a failure. I was just really suicidal and I couldn't handle school anymore. I don't know, i'm going to try to find a job (but it's not that easy during a worldwide pandemic!!!). I gained some weight, so I'm in the 140's again. It's because I haven't been throwing up as much and I keep binging.

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