i dont know where to even begin..

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I am now a freshman in college, the college i have wanted to go to since i was a freshman in high school. So why am i sitting up at 3:45 in the morning, not able to sleep, on the verge of tears with so many thoughts racing through my head? Over a boy. A stupid silly boy. So here iam writting an online journal post at 3:45 am, i needed to get it all

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[xcomforting_lie]

kayla dear i love you. i'm going through some really hard times too. that has to be so hard for you. i feel for yah babe. i really do. keep your head up..i know its fuckin hard as hell and its so unfortunate that you have to be so close to the both of them. but you are so beautiful and you have so much to learn so many different people to meet in college. dont let those fuckers hold you back.

you'll always love him. thats how it goes with the first real relationships but hes changed.. ovbiously not for the better. you are better then him.. and his whoreface girlfriend. karma baby girl. your a good person.. good with come to you. you just have to put up with the bad right now.

you have my number.. i know we dont always talk that often anymore but call me up whenever you need to talk. im here love

[expensive_pink]

thank you lindsay. i love you too dear. i feel like no matter how much time passes without us hanging out, you are always my girl. your a good genuine person, with a good heart. and i really appriciate that :] stay strong too babes.