Iam two days away from turning twenty three. When i was little i remember hearing people say, "the older you get, the faster time goes." And never fully understood what they meant until now. I literally feel like i just turned 21 ( Read more... )

for the first time in a long time, i am excited for what the future has to hold. around this time last year, i made one of the best decisions i have ever made. i decided not to continue living in iowa city, thank god. nothing ever worked out for me there, absolutely nothing. when i reminisce, even in my memory, it feels like i was walking around ( Read more... )

What's wrong with the world mama ( Read more... )

its been a long time live journal... looking back at my old post's WOW. it took me sooo long to get over my ex-boyfried and i kept trying to tell myself no big thing, how pathetic. iowa didnt work out, and now my question in life is... what's next? what do i do now? the college i've been plannin on going to since day one didn't work out... so what ( Read more... )

so much has changed in my life in the past few months, that it has started to become over whelming. iam in a new place, with new friends, a totally different enviornment, no comforts from home, a lot of new responsiblity and a lot of new freedoms. the freedom part is pretty awesome, not guna lie. however, that whole responsiblity thing seems to ( Read more... )

all i have to say is wow. there a good days and bad days and this defintatly has to be one of the bad ones. my roomate is the only person i have really became close to yet at iowa, and she is constantly leaving everyweekend, so i have to go out and meet people on my own kinda thing lol. like i have older guy friends (through the ex haha) who i can ( Read more... )

my sittuation has suprizingly gotten easier. maybe it's because i have so many amazing friends in my life who have told me to not let it get me down. my friend nelson told me that no matter how much it bothers me, to always remember that i am having more fun than him. just by going out , meeting people, and experiencing college for myself, i'll be ( Read more... )

I am now a freshman in college, the college i have wanted to go to since i was a freshman in high school. So why am i sitting up at 3:45 in the morning, not able to sleep, on the verge of tears with so many thoughts racing through my head? Over a boy. A stupid silly boy. So here iam writting an online journal post at 3:45 am, i needed to get it all ( Read more... )

iam freaking out. iam scared. i have a huge pit in my stomache. but i am excited. why does change freak me out? its the unknown ( Read more... )

today i woke up earlier. and i dont have school. ironic. that every day i do have school i can never seem to get up ( Read more... )