FATHER WHERE ART THOU ?>:O

so, this weather is really depressing me. :( i'm sick of this rain and cold. BUT it is gunna be 63 sat!! yipppeee. although i wish it were 100 ( Read more... )

ok. i really cant believe i still have tears to shed for this stupid shit. i mean, it is really dumb; extreamly. yet it gets me so upset. i think it is because i had this lingering hope that was even encouraged to grow, just to be crushed by that one person who had given it to me. it all comes down to this: that was permanent, this is not. yet what ( Read more... )

today my life offically ended. there is nothing that can make this go away. whatever reason there was for me to live and be sucessful is gone, because it is apparent now, after 4 years, that no matter how well i do, or how responsible i am, they dont fucking care.

well, now i dont care either.

i dont want to go to psych :(

yet i must.

also, strangley enough, when i watch spongebob i think of me and my father when we were younger. <3

OHOHOH, and austin, the boy who farted so loud one day from all his pent up anger, kissed his first girlfriend yesterday!!! =o AWWW so cute.

ok so i really hate my english class. i, kristen, donot accept F's on essays. no no no nope! i accept C's, and of course A's and B's. but nothing less!!! WHY?! because i can write. so please someone explain to me why not only am i getting F's, but i am getting zeros!!! i'm not the kind of person to just drop a class because of something dumb like ( Read more... )

tell me why just yesterday it was 70 degrees, and now there are 3 inches of snow outside?

when can i frolick through the flower fields? :(

ok. so my dad comes home the other day... and what is he eating? HEMP SEEDS!!! and he is like "hey kristen try some hemp seeds, they are very good!" and im like... "OK ( Read more... )

sooo... after crying over atleast 5 other things yesterday during my time alone (hah) things got better. karissa came over and we watched sword and the stone (yes, the disney movie) hysterical laughing the entire time, as usual. then paulie came to my house around 6ish and karissa left. soooo we went to his moms, smoked, watched narnia (yay!), and ( Read more... )

so. it is the 11th. today is supposed to be a great day, yet i have cried more then i have in the last month, and it is only 11:40. wtf. i dont even know if i can explain the feelings running through me right now. a sort of anger and sadness that you cant even let out because it is wrong, and you feel selfish and guilty. my day might be horrbile, ( Read more... )